Going Back to Work!

Well it seem's like that after a year off of work I am officially going back. I am however not going back to where I was before bedrest and having Landon at 28weeks. If you've been following my blog since the beginning you'll remember all the trials and obstacles Landon has had since birth. Well with everything that has been going on with him, Tennessee Early Intervention felt it necessary for him to be seen by a Physical Therapist. Fast forward to last Thursday.....This was our first apt, and I knew that they were looking for an Office Manager since they had previously offered it to Jeremy, but with the way things in the economy are going he felt it was safer for him to stay where he was in case of layoffs. I really wasn't expecting anything to come of it, since I had applied I don't know how many times at the Hospital and never even got a phone call. Well while the physical therapist was working with Landon I just threw it out there and said that I was interested if it were still available and it was an immediate YOUR HIRED! Thats it! So here I was with a new job and on the search for someone to keep Landon. Just knowing that Landon was not going to be with me daily made me sick to my stomach. He has never had anyone other than family and rarely do they watch him. Thankfully, I do not have to send him someone that has dozens of children and I won't need to worry so much about him. The lady who is watching him goes to church with us, and knows just how sick he was and how long its taken us to get back to where we need to be health wise. I know she would never comprimise him in any way and that makes it easier to leave him. My first full day should be Thursday! Part of me can't wait because that extra paycheck will make life easier, but I sure don't look forward to leaving my little guy!